Sorry for the double post, but I think it would be considered necessary to bump this thread with what I'm going to write really has nothing to do with the above post. Plus there's a high likeliehood that itr will be ignored if I just edit it in.
I agree with Arc Fett.
And now I will make a point of saying somehting important so that I wasn't contradicting myself like a fat idiot.
I really like this girl. I think most people would agree she's in my league (who isn't?) but do I ask her out or do I eat some more potato chips? (I mean I'm not fat, whats the worst that could happen)
Whether I'm going out with said person or not, I still feel jealous as hell when she's talkign to any boy.
Its probably not healthy
What if she says no?
I go movies by myself?
(Also Off-Topic a little, Arc-Fett did you get my PM about your Wiki page?)
I managed to get the courage to ask her.
She said the words everyman dreads: "Let's just be friends"
So instead of going out with her tomorrow, I am, instead going to be at home alone all day. If I had something to do it wouldn;t be there mocking me all day, just thinking about what would've happened under different circumstances. Like in a world where I wasn't so nice, or a world where I wasn'y quite as smart, or a world where I wasn;t as incompetant due to my intelligence (anybody who thinks being very intelligent and being incomeptant is impossible obviously isn't as intelligent as me.)
I said "the offer still stands if you change your mind" but I'm not expecting anything, its getting later and later in the day now.
I feel hungry when I've just eaten, cold when I'm in a heated room, sadr, angry, disappointed, betrayed, every negative emotion flows through me like my blood, rushing up at every available second.
I....feel so hollow.
"Eloi Eloi lama Sabachthani.....?"
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