Rather than quote all of that, lets just pretend I did cause it would take a lot of room.
Ok, so first, I think the art and school thing is so cool! It's funny that you mention the video game stuff because I'll be attending school in august to start my degree in game art and animation!! Hopefully I can create a Fett game (I'm sure tons of fans would love that) I really hope things work out for you and your an awesome artist
Back to the bf issue, unfortunatly I met up with said ex a few days ago because he said he wanted "closure". I guess I didn't realize he meant that he really wanted to try and get back together... So I dunno, I probably should have posted before I agreed to meet up with him. Anyhow, I'm trying to just not talk to him, but I feel so bad because I really hate to hurt boy's feelings. And you are so right in saying that they feel worthless and horrible cause he is constantly pulling that self pitty thing on me which just makes me feel worse. I dunno, I wish I could find him someone else because I'm sure there are better girls for him but he has that whole idea in his head that I'm like the only girl on the planet... Whatever happened to that guy saying about plenty of fish in the sea? Sorry, I'm ranting, but someone needs to knock some sense in to him...
Thanks terra for listening and whoever else can give me some advise!
(BTW is the chat room not working or is it just me? thnx)